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[Bhuvana]

Wasppaw's eyes narrowed at the shecats first responce. Well, it should be how we do things. The thought came to mind but she couldn't find the strength to say them. And how do you know whom I hate? Again, the words entered her mind, but that's where they stayed. She could sense the shecat wanted to say more but wasn't doing so. What's holding her back? I'm an apprentice and she's the deputy. She can say whatever she wants to me and in all honesty, I couldn't do a thing to stop her.
The black shecat sat back, her eyes no longer holding hatred or menace. Novawish's first words had confused her. It’s not me you hate. The words echoed in her mind. What does she mean? Whomelse besides her and our leader could I hate? My father of course, but he didn't release himself. She tryed to narrow her eyes in anger, but confusion, and a hint of calmness, invaded her vision.
When Novawish began to speak, Wasppaw tried to bring herself to interupt, to tell her she didn't care of her past. But, she couldn't. That would be another lie piled up onto the seemingly endless pile of lies. When the shecat finished, Wasppaw finally found the power to speak. "Why are you telling me this?" he voice was soft. The cats story of her past had sent a shiver of anger down her spine. How could anyones parents do something as merciless as harm one of their children, or ban them? She eyes clouded in grief, not only for herself, but for Novawish as well.

[Winter]

ooc; No problem Autumn, take your time ^____^ And lol, thanks, I like Autumn's feisty character.

[Moony™]

[Bhuvana, your posts are so good. <3
Now I'm inspired by the song Viva La Vida. xD
Eee, my post looks disassembled though. ^_^;]

n o v a w i s h

Song is over.... but in the backstage...
-me singing really badly- we mooooovee allonnnggg~~~! -glass shatters- xD

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Novawish's eyes softened, for once glad that someone understood. Her story have done the effect. Wasppaw's eyes sympathized her story. She imagined that the ice between them melted, like her eyes, opening possibilities. No longer her eyes were annoyed, but as if she was looking at the world inside-out, finding secrets.

"Because--" Because what? How could she explain? To release? Share the thoughts? Get to know each other better? It was a long way to fall once a wrong answer has been blurted out. A second passed. Another second. It was time to choose.
"I don't want to live this way anymore." She murmured. Her voice was soft, growing stronger by each word. "I don't like to see the fear, anxiety, or wrath in the cats I meet. And if I died... they would only know the other Novawish. I long for my old life, the happier Novawish. I'm telling you all this, because... I think this can help me go back. But Wasppaw," The name was empathized, the whole word directed at her. Her own blue eyes met Wasppaw's orange eyes, hers [nova's] strong and sad. "You are still young. You still have much of your life to spend."

She almost smiled. There still was a word left unsaid inside of her. She wanted to say the word and hear the echo around the forest. Yet keep the word deep inside and never exposed.
"And I wouldn't want you to be like me."
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[Bhuvana]

Wasppaw's eyes widened for a moment as the realization hit her. All this time she had hated the one that was so much like her. Everyone else in ShadowClan was social and such, but Wasppaw had never opened up. The only other that had been that way had been Novawish. How could I have been so blind? Seeing Novawish as she was should have told me their was more to the cat! I should know! She wanted to kick herself for the foolishness. Her eyes narrowed as her claws dug into the ground.
"Novawish," she wanted to thank, say sorry, cry, leap in excitement. She couldn't comprehend the growing swirl of emotions within. They all mixed, crossbred, making new, unique feelings. She didn't know what to say to her mentor. She had opened her eyes, seeing how mousebrained she had been being. Novawish was never the enemy. Neither was my father. Neither of them was the cause of my unhappiness. Only I can cause such an emotion. I had hated myself all along and I blamed poor Novawish for it.
She looked up, meeting the shecats eyes. She didn't know how to express her feelings in any way but through her own optics. No words could speak them but perhaps Novawish could read them. She wanted Novawish to see that she was thankful and that she was sorry. Sorry for blaming her[Nova] for her [Wasp] own mistakes. She had held herself back from happiness, curved wickedly on revenge. She wanted to thank for having her see the truth. So few words had done so many things. Wasppaw felt herself lighten, as if a giant weight had been lifted from her heart. Wasppaw was Wasppaw again, not some vicious little cat, but the true Wasppaw. Hyper, friendly, and just wanting to have fun. Wasppaw was healed.

OOC//: Thanks for the compliment! I could never do as well with my posts as you though, Moony. Take this post for example; lame! lolz. I was so brain dead right now.[/center]

[Bhuvana]

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